Hablemos Del Suicidio

I touched the air for the first time
My soul and body were poisoned
It's not hard to feel like me

I left home to look at the sky
I said to myself damn there's nothing to admire
And it's so sad to feel like me

Let life hurt
Let life pretend your pain
Oh Moon, help me, please

Let life hurt
Let life pretend your pain
Oh Moon, help me, please

I've thought about it for over a month
I look at my veins and arms
I know it's going to hurt
Although I'm used to having my skin cut

I don't know if I should leave a message
Telling everyone goodbye
And then I wonder who the hell I'll say goodbye to
I'll move forward a day or two

Maybe I'll go to the sea for a while
Some good tacos to overeat
Not stop jumping on the bed
Chocolate for dinner
That's what I want
That's my last wish
I'm not a person to aspire for more
I prefer a bullet instead of money

I'll go with the lady to tell her how much I loved her
To tell her how much I wished to be with her someday
No matter how tough it is, for her to reject me in her own way
No matter how big the pain is
Because tomorrow I won't be here

Let life hurt
Let life pretend your pain
Oh Moon, help me, please

You say the world is selfish, selfish you for leaving me like this
Sorry for what you must suffer
I really don't know what to say
Just stay by my side

Let's stay, let's go out
Let's sing, let's toast and let's dance

Why should I say no? Is your heart so gray?
What if I've been waiting for you like crazy all this time?

And if I always say no
Cry for a day or two, cry for a couple of months
That doesn't take away the years to come

So fly, fly, fly
Don't stain yourself and make your wings strong
Don't bleed, don't hurt yourself, don't think so much about giving up
Just cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry

Take a river and sail to the nearest island
I'll be waiting for you with horchata water

Let life hurt
Let life pretend your pain
Oh Moon, help me, please

You want to cry and so do I, you want to laugh and so do I
There are thousands of emotions under the skin
Don't settle for one or none
Grab all the ones you want, expand them
And release them wherever that's living your way

Try not to distance yourself so much, try to always get excited
Look at my cat's face, it's worth staying for

I know you suffer a lot of pain
You want a faster escape
But those who suffer too much
Have their reward sooner or later

And they will want to feel again
And they will want to hate again
And they will want to suffer again
And they will want to cry again
Want to love, want to pretend
Want to remember, want to forget

So a new feeling every day
My goodness, how beautiful life is

Let life hurt
Let life pretend your pain
Oh Moon, help me, please
Please