Di Passaggio

I like to fight with my dramas on the edge of the window
To see which one of us pushes the other
Now I don't even leave the bed or change my pajamas
Locked in my staves, I'm a monster

You want to see my face?
Then look down to see if you find it
Shame threw it to the ground for me
Because I don't even bow down to pick it up
Better without a face than without pride, what do you think?

I don't know where my principles begin
But I know I've seen my endings end on several lips
The most legendary in the municipality
I ended up becoming the devil trying to become wiser

My wisdom ran out, my ship flooded
How annoying! Having a way with words since I was a kid
The magic left faster than the nostalgia
Of being in your arms now that it's not cold

Damn mess, always by my side as if it were mine
I don't like waiting, I want results, man
I feel like vacuum-sealed
The scene bored me, bring me a challenge

I retire, I swear, I'm out, no doubt
I don't bluff, I'm honest and if I disappear
They will cry for my loss more than anyone's
For changing wine for a juice carton

How convenient, you came just for the benefit
And you left the moment sacrifices had to be made
I represent the contrast of a genius full of vices
And his constant mess that led to waste

I, more harm than prejudices, hit my mallet
More times for me than for those who gave their lap
And when I shook his hand, he offered to leave me his arm
Leaving a loaf of bread after letting go of the hug

I've reached the deepest part of the pit and I assure you
That down there is not as dark as above
You feel the same cold, you're just as lonely and mute
But at least you have the comfort of seeing the way out

I, who have run out of saliva
From reciting verses, from mentioning bodies, I have no alternative
I have to explode my brain and use it at three thousand percent
It must be that I have the gift of suicidal effort

I would kill for memories foreign to your skin
I would die thinking I never crossed your pelvis
Sinking deeper like Elvis
The important thing is not who is the favorite
But who wins the derby

I boiled my blood until it turned to vapor
I don't cover the screams of my soul even with twenty layers of tape
No boss castrates me
I lose the thread so much being a poor rag doll

That in the end I got caught in that tarantula web
What a robbery, he had a fabulous feast
This is a blast, my trick is always to calculate
How much the barter is worth and so they don't swap my clause

Twist us! Thunders, lightning, and also sparks
Each tear iceberg left a mark
I'm an orphan looking for shelter in the stars
That's why I want to succeed, to be one of them

Love is an Aliexpress product
Life takes a long time to arrive and it's almost never what it promised
He says he loves you more than you think
But the problem is that you believe him more than you'd like

I'm one of those people who gets upset when it fails
And makes the same mistake each time more roughly
No wonder my few virtues don't shine
And my mood sometimes appears on wanted posters

Another rainbow that doesn't have a single color
My conscience is the rest of everything the world saw
I lie pensive writing this final point
So when you take it out, move your neck like a funko pop

Last stanza and I think: What a failure
Another song talking about everything and nothing, don't pay attention
You know deep down I'm just a clown
Good thing in this shit I'm just passing through