Letter To Myself

I wrote a letter to myself
Clumsily pouring out my heart
Words I've buried deep inside
More than any other words
I hope I don't lose you

Lost and wandering each day
At the edge of a shadowed heart
There I found the me that hasn't changed
I could be good
I could be bad
To my younger self, so confused
To comfort that pain
I want to comfort you again

The wounds that I hold tight
It's only hurting you

I wrote a letter to myself
Clumsily pouring out my heart
Words I've buried deep inside
In the moment I let it all out
Clear as day, voices in my head

My head, my head, my head, my head
Every night I made myself cry
Filling memories differently

With the words I swallowed down
I write an honest story
Don't hate me for speaking now
Even the bruised heart and scars
I’ll spill out as awkwardly as I can
No need to hide anymore

Throw away awkward expressions
I’m done being used

I wrote a letter to myself (yeah, yeah)
Clumsily pouring out my heart
Words I've buried deep inside
More than any other words
I hope I don't lose you

I wrote a letter to myself
Once again, I see the me I forgot
Meeting the me that was hiding
Looking straight in the eye
I hear, voices in my head

My head, my head, my head, my head
Every night I made myself cry
Filling memories differently (filling differently)
Oh, uh

My head, my head, my head, my head (my head)
A night where I can finally hear myself (hear myself)
I won't lose myself again
Oh, uh

Clear as day, voices in my head
Clear as day, voices in my head