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I'm afraid of the future and the past
I'm afraid of not having you by my side
I'm afraid of someone else touching your hair
I'm afraid, uh
I'm afraid of life and death
I'm afraid of failure and luck
I'm afraid of you telling me you love me
I'm afraid, uh

In every song I put it out there for you to eat it up
Everything you're hating, everything you're criticizing
(In every song I put it out there for you to see it)
And the only way you reach me is at the level of my dick
In every song I put it out there just for my fans
And the way to pay is the love they give me
In every song I put it out there and only for you
So when you're touching yourself, you only think of me

One night and the next, baby, I want to die
I want to leave this world because I want to go
To another place, uh
Where nobody can see me, where I can be free
I'll kill the whole world, I have a death note
Ryuk is here with me but you can't see him
Give me his face and name, give me information
To kill XXXTentacion's killer

I'm afraid of the future and the past
I'm afraid of not having you by my side
I'm afraid of someone else touching your hair
I'm afraid, uh
I'm afraid of life and death
I'm afraid of failure and luck
I'm afraid of you telling me you love me
I'm afraid, uh