Bad Apple

Time ceased
Its task of being eternal
And evaporated
Like water through my fingers

This heart has lived in captivity
If it still beats, it's a great mystery

I only know that I heard that time doesn't forgive
You die to live, but even your luck questions you

Around me, I don't know what's happening
I'm alone, facing death

I want to wake up
From this endless dream
Receive a sign and breathe again
I just want to go back
Escape from this hell
And think that this ending
Was never real

Even if you try to scream
What I long to hear
I know that my heart
Will never listen to you

If my own will
Became reality
Without hesitation, I would end
This torture now

A future for me
I wonder if there will be
Is it worth continuing
Walking in solitude?

This silent darkness
Saddens, isn't it true?
Being in a place
Without knowing anything else

I can't take it anymore
I can't resist it
I feel that around me
Everything is so unusual

And if someone like me
Could finally change
I wonder if everything else would change

Time ceased
Its task of being eternal
And evaporated
Like water through my fingers

This heart has lived in captivity
If it still beats, it's a great mystery

I only know that I heard
That time doesn't forgive
You die to live
But even your luck questions you

Around me, I don't know what's happening
I'm alone, facing death

I want to wake up
From this endless dream
Receive a sign
And breathe again

I just want to go back
Escape from this hell
And think that this ending
Was never real

Even if you try to scream
What I long to hear
I know that my heart
Will never listen to you

If my own will
Became reality
Without hesitation, I would end
This torture now

If I could achieve it, if I could achieve it
Everything would end now, everything would end now

This endless sorrow, this endless sorrow
Will kill my heart, as well as my reason

I never heard from you again
I still know nothing about you
I no longer know anything about myself
I will know nothing more in the end

If my own will
Became reality
It would kill this pain
Everything would end now!