Un par de alas

Look at me, today the hangover can also get to me,
I went to bed very late, you see,
I haven't rested, I haven't slept well.
I ended up, sad tired with a good heart
That tried to make me see reason,
I don't usually do it but yesterday I cried.

It was all very quick,
A matter of seconds,
I didn't want to fight anymore, I sat down.
I fell into discouragement,
I felt ridiculous,
I saw my life beneath my feet.

And now, I don't even feel like continuing,
I still wonder what the hell I'm doing here,
Why does it have to be hard to live?
Scared, thinking who will leave me a space on the side,
I thought I had it all figured out,
Today I realize: I haven't forgotten.

My hands are shaking,
And my pulse is failing,
A cigarette helps me understand.
Everything is so strange,
Nothing is certain,
I didn't want to fall again.

What can I do?, What do I want to do?,
Who will lend me a pair of wings?
I want to go back to my childhood,
Nothing mattered to me.

Once again, same person and same story as yesterday,
Same words and same stupidity,
I can't concentrate, I'm an expert in losing.
A kid, young and old already tired of waiting,
So alive and dead that it's nice to look at,
A regular at the bar counter.

Leave me your desire,
Sell me your strength,
Show me happiness.
Dry my tears,
Let the pain die,
So I can fly in the clouds.

What can I do?, What do I want to do?,
Who will lend me a pair of wings?
I want to go back to my childhood,
Nothing mattered to me.