Não Aguento Mais

Today I looked at the sky and remembered you
Longing tightened and I started to cry
You were my reason to keep living
And now without you, I don't know how to go on

In the midst of this chaos that is my life
You were my safe haven, my way out
Now all I do is drown in alcohol
Trying not to remember that day soon

Of the letter you left on the table
Saying you can't take so much sadness anymore
I tried to be protection, but you saw yourself defenseless
Sorry for not understanding what was going on in your head

What did you see in me? I still don't understand
How could someone love me?
Now my heart is always raining
And in these tears of mine I will drown

I let you go, sorry I regret
I never wanted to let you go in my life
Maybe with my mistakes I even learn
That even love can hurt you

The hard part is waking up and not seeing you here
Remembering the time when
I saw you smile, I saw you happy
But you managed to pretend so well

And now what will become of me?
I'm ceasing to exist
I wish I had done more for you
I only valued you when I lost you
Now I have become a hostage of my mind

Today I looked at the sky and remembered you
Longing tightened and I started to cry
You were my reason to keep living
And now without you, I don't know how to go on

In the midst of this chaos that is my life
You were my safe haven, my way out
Now all I do is drown in alcohol
Trying not to remember that day soon