Gidiyorum

No one else has been or will be
If you don't play, my door won't open
Now this fire burning inside me
Don't think it will ever end

I'm not ashamed, baby, I'm crazy
My shattered world, I'm a wreck
I wanted you more than anything
I'm lovestruck

What if you were mine
Healing these wounds of mine
I'm tired of moving forward
If you'd just come and stop me

I'm leaving from here
Let all the winds be yours
You're in a dream without me
I hope one day you feel ashamed

Years later, one day when you're old
When your silk hair turns gray
When you scatter like dry leaves
You'll be left all alone

Yet I loved you so so much
I had dedicated all my flowers to you
Now my hands are empty, my heart is drunk
Yet I had hoped for so much

-Whistle-

In my hand,
Droplets of passion left from an old love
Behind me,
There's the stench of memories knee-deep in mud
I've torn and thrown away everything,
I'm the only one left in the middle
And you inside me,
Right here...