RUIN LIFE

If I endure it harshly
Can I escape
From this hell
Even though the scars are fading
Every time I touch
It hurts differently
My already stained hands
Still shamelessly
Thirst for a better life

Please wake me up when it's over
Can you stay for a while?
Through you, I see another me
I won't ever hurt you again
We have gone too far
I want to escape from deep within the dream

Still the same
All the lies we made
There's no way to return
My tainted heart
Still foolishly
Thirsts for a better life

Please wake me up when it's over
Can you stay for a while?
Through you, I see another me
I won't ever hurt you again
We have gone too far
I want to escape from deep within the dream

Realizing differently each day
The one who can make me change is only you
No one else
Hold me as I crumble, please
I fell in the deep end but I want you to know
Who I am

Let me leave you when it's over
I'll say goodbye
Leaving everything behind
I won't ever hurt you again
I believe it's the last
Before it's too late
I want everything to stop