Uso no Hibana

The most important thing
I want to cherish the most
Such a simple thing
Is the hardest for me now

If fate exists
You are my destined one
Those words
I can't say now, they might break me

Even when you're close, I feel far away
These feelings keep going back and forth
Give up or not
This never-ending, unspoken love

With the treasure chest locked tight
I hold onto my sparkling thoughts
Hiding the faintly colored fragments in my sighs

If our eyes meet, don’t look away
See through this hidden lie
I can’t tell where the limit is anymore
So right now, just don’t say anything

It hurts
I love you so much it’s scary

I won’t say I’m unsatisfied
I won’t voice any selfishness
I can’t escape
Because I don’t want anything to change

I end up looking down
A meaningless rebellion of a liar, struggling in vain
Overflowing with fear, sadness, and emptiness

The spark of fire inside my body
Is a signal that I love you
Whether it’s rewarded or not
That doesn’t matter

That clear, fulfilled sky
If I could touch it someday
I’d want to weave my wandering heat into a sigh

Is it a mistake?
Even if it is, I love you

I know I’m being watched
I want you to see me while I’m hiding
I forgive that part of myself, just for me

Gathering all the anxieties in the world
If I lock them away, what will happen?
It spreads infinitely
This unending delusion

The more I suppress my heart
The more reality rebels
I can’t take it anymore
I can’t breathe

Please notice
This feeling, I love you

If our eyes meet, don’t look away
See through this hidden lie
I can’t tell where the limit is anymore
So right now, just don’t say anything

It hurts
I love you so much it’s scary