la última canción triste

I have sinned once
And I would do it 100 more times to be by your side

It's winter again
And I don't have your skin
You took the summer

For every wound I keep silent about and don't tell
There are 1,000 demons eating me from the inside
I don't understand well what love or ours is
At least I know it doesn't look like this

Once again I've gone over the same thing
At what point did we start lying?
Why did we start treating each other differently?
Even if neither you nor I think of admitting it

The place you used to occupy is now taken by the pillow
Even if it doesn't hug or kiss me in the morning
It's not fair to compete with you if you always win

I went down to the street to get rich
To earn to be able to buy you something nice
Surrounded by bad vices and self-medicate
Alberto predicted it, the future is written

Destined to be on the road, going from hotel to hotel
Wearing Louis Vuitton and Chanel coats
To strangers I don't want to meet
Leaving without saying goodbye and never seeing each other again

I wrote it on a bad day and I don't remember which
Now they're all bad since you're not here

I came back home even though you weren't there, the door to your room closed
As if you were never there, as if I didn't remember
The way you kissed me or how you looked at me
And that future we planned that is now water under the bridge

There's nothing left between you and me that isn't this
Acting like nothing every time I think of you
I tell them I'm fine, but they know I'm lying
I feel like I actually deserve it

Making you the last sad song to dedicate to you
Pretend you do, but you won't forget me
The throne I made for you is too big for someone else

I cried for you every night and prayed to the sky to see you
I've spent my whole life learning to be strong
Despite the blows and that you're no longer here
You promised me you'd be there forever
I miss you, I climb the ice wall
That has formed below zero between us

I miss you, I climb the ice wall
That has formed below zero between us