My Thoughts, Your Memories

I let you go and turned away
Several seasons have passed
My heart that was about to break like it would explode
Slowly heals, it's okay

It wasn't you, but someone else who filled me up
I used to love you selfishly
The me from the past is gone

At that time, we laughed and cried a lot
Friends who got drunk with just one glass of alcohol
Most of it is blurry, we laughed with our heads down
Are we now different from back then?

I was foolish, I was so immature
I was deceived, I thought it was all for you
If I had met you a little, a little more
Maybe we wouldn't have broken up

I still can't forget you alone
Even though I know, I can't hold on
Watching me, you turn around and leave
My heart aches at your back

Today, I cry thinking of the memories we hoped for
How many more darker nights
Should I endure to forget you?

I was foolish, I was so immature
You who smiled were my dream and everything to me
Even if you knew, if you only knew happiness with me
Maybe we wouldn't have broken up

Did I still love you?