The History Behind (그렇지 않아)

Familiar back figure was you
It was as amazing as it was
Recognizing you at a glance
What should I say
As I ponder
You getting closer

Back then, I was really young
I didn't even know my own heart
That's how I spent it
Are you doing well?
You ask me

That's not it
Not even for a moment could I forget you
I wanted to hold on
But seeing you smile
Makes me say that
Yeah, I'm doing well
Just like you

You still shine like the sun
Melting my cold heart like spring
Yesterday, as if I had forgotten you completely
Meeting friends
Now I'm fine
I tried so hard to get over it

The moment you came in front of me
My crumbling lies
Seeing you doing well
I'm really relieved
To your smiling face

That's not it
Not even for a moment could I forget you
I wanted to hold on
But seeing you smile
Makes me say that
Yeah, I'm doing well
Just like you

If I say goodbye, will it really be the end?
Just spouting meaningless words
You, who haven't changed at all
That's what I hate
You were everything to me

Don't do that
Your comfortable expressions and tone
Like friends
Freeze me
How painful those moments are
You wouldn't know

Turning away from you
Just looking at you
I hate it so much
But if you look back, I'll run to you and say
No, I can't let you go
I have to be with you

That's not it
My crumbling lies