A T A R A X I A

You're gonna forgive me
I got carried away a bit too much
Unintentionally, I lost my mind
And didn't realize

How late it already was
You have to see how the ivy climbs
We'll have to prune, try to contain it
Before April

How much I wish I could talk
At this hour, fear doesn't let me breathe
Expanding inside of you
Is the little that can make me relive
I don't want anything else

You make me able to sleep
To imagine
You make me able to inhibit
My neuronal flow

You make time stand still
And everything turns blank
And I don't think about anything, nothing else
You see a light in me
That no one ever saw

You manage to redeem
My little will
You enter fully into my system
Injecting me with ataraxia
I don't feel anything, anything, anything
Nothing else

What little capacity
To have control of my life
To overcome this eternal apathy
Ineptitude
Forged by avoiding
The truth that left me unprotected
And exposed my shadows
My lack of attitude

I miss being able to talk
At this hour, fear doesn't let me breathe
Expanding inside of you
Is the little that can make me relive
I don't want anything else
You make me able to sleep
To imagine

You make me able to inhibit
My neuronal flow
You make time stand still
And everything turns blank
And I don't think about anything, nothing else
You see a light in me
That no one ever saw

You manage to redeem
My little will
You enter fully into my system
Injecting me with ataraxia
I don't feel anything, anything, anything
Nothing else

What little capacity
To have control of my life
You make me able to sleep
To imagine
You make me able to inhibit
My neuronal flow

You make time stand still
And everything turns blank
And I don't think about anything, nothing else
You see a light in me
That no one ever saw

You manage to redeem
My little will
You enter fully into my system
You inject me with ataraxia
I don't feel anything, anything, anything
Nothing else