Perra Melancólica

I'm a melancholic bitch
Damn the day you told me
You'd be the only one
Look at the mess you've left and I
Became an alcoholic
Almost fell into a volcano of toxic shit

Sounds ridiculous and, if I could, I'd do it again
My head's got me fucked up
I don't have a prescription for these pills
If butterflies don't tickle
Maybe they're just moths
And I've gotten so damn high without you

It's eleven eleven, and there's nothing magical about this
Once again, I got let down, it's the last time I do this, check
Frozen feelings
An eternity of loneliness, and honestly, better this than anxiety
Seeing you online but you don't respond

Bottles rain down to clear my mind
Another Friday, I'm going crazy
Posting stories with strangers
It's hard to pretend that I've forgotten you
It's hard to accept that I always lose
You ignore me more and I want you more
You lie to me more and I believe you more
You slow down while I speed up

And if love knocks on my door again
I'll let it in to have some fun
Let's burn it all down until there's nothing left
You were everything to me and I was nothing to you
And if love knocks on my door again
I'll let it in to have some fun
Let's burn it all down until there's nothing left
Nothing left

You found someone perfect
I can't connect with anyone
I don't even know what I feel anymore
There's no end to this story
In the early morning, you didn't show up
The bed's cold, how much I loved you
You wrapped yourself up and I cried
What I did for you couldn't be bought

And if karma exists, why are you happy?
You tell everyone that you're better now
Killing off what's left of me
Tell me, where do I fit in?

I'd rather hit the streets than be alone
Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh

And if love knocks on my door again
I'll let it in to have some fun
Let's burn it all down until there's nothing left
You were everything to me and I was nothing to you
And if love knocks on my door again
I'll let it in to have some fun
Let's burn it all down until there's nothing left
Nothing left