Maldita Bendita

I smoke, smoke and I make mistakes
It's just that boy has taken little care of me
Thinking about life, where would I be
If I didn't destroy everything I touch

I don't want to miss you anymore
And I started making art
With so much rap I didn't have time
To show you how important you were

It was nice to meet you
I regret that now I'm going to lose myself
It's not that I changed
I thought you were so different

I want everything to be like before
But you already messed it up
You deceived me, I don't love you anymore
Why deceive you?

And like me, no one will touch you
And I won't stop loving you
He hurt me and now that he's not
With me, he keeps calling me

Tell me if it was worth it
To change all my love for a binge
Tell me if it was worth it
You'll regret the day someone else wants me

I'm cursed blessed
You drove me crazy
What I make you feel
You won't feel it with any other girl

Don't ask me for forgiveness for hurting me
Realize that I don't want it
It's too late
Don't ask me for forgiveness for hurting me
Anyway, I'll always love you

He says he misses my boobs
Seeing me naked with a tough face
You don't miss the water until the floor dries
He misses my body
My sex and my lyrics

Who will love you with this morbidity?
With everyone a lady, with you a porn movie
I love your morbidity
You fuck so well
Even though I can't stand it

Cursed resentful
But I still love you
So pretty on the outside
So pretty on the outside
And demon inside

We are going to get married
Even though we don't get along now
You are the father of my children
That's why you can't forget me

And I know he loves me
He can't forget me
Not even by changing beds
And I know he loves me
But if he's treacherous, it's useless

We are going to get married
But this is not the time or place
We are going to get married
But you were bad, I stay in the trap