Perdón Mamá Por Mi Vida Loca

I wasted a lot of time writing about grudges
Now I want to take the same time to write my apologies
To all those I hurt, those I failed, also those I lied to
To all those I disappointed because they expected much more from me

I want to know if you will still love me
When the flow leaves me and I'm not that much
I want to know if you will still love me
When the flow leaves me and I'm not that much

Where do I start? Where do I pay my karma?
Playing with weapons, resentment poisoned my soul
I failed my family and that disarms me today
Until I lost my things, I didn't know how to appreciate them
Now I rap them, spit out what I believe
The army is lost when the trophy is given a price
What an ugly world, of uproar without recess
Of a lying government that feeds on desire

I want to know if you will still love me
When the flow leaves me and I'm not that much
I want to know if you will still love me
When the flow leaves me and I'm not that much

I lost you, I don't know how to get back to myself
I see people saying goodbye who don't really want to leave
Pride made me strong but it didn't make me happy
And the crown fell off because I neglected the root oh
And so I heal, I remember who I am
I want to change the present, it's today
My mistakes, my grudges, I changed them for flow
I want to fix the worst of me
Apologize to all the people I hurt
Forgive me if I ever lied to you, I swear I regretted it
For not listening, for all the suffering
To those I failed, the drugs I consumed
The street codes I learned
When they hurt me and I didn't defend myself
But I'm still here, moving forward, fighting
Although my essence is no longer worth much
I committed to being a great MC
It's all I have in life, my free

I want to know if you will still love me
When the flow leaves me and I'm not that much
I want to know if you will still love me
When the flow leaves me and I'm not that much

I want to fix everything because life is short
That one person breaking your heart
Doesn't allow you to break someone else's
Sorry mom for my crazy life
It's what I have to do, spit out my soul through my mouth