Corazon Suicida

I’m so tired
Of waiting
And begging
For your love
To want me
I’m so tired
Of asking
Your eyes
To someday
See me

I’m so tired
Of bringing you
the sky
And the stars
Tell me what more
I should do
To make you
Love me

I’m so tired
Of spending
Nights
Dreaming
Wide awake
Of walking
Aimlessly
Searching for you

Every
Moment
I’m already
Tired
Of telling you
How I feel
I’m already
Tired
Of living
So sad
Because I
Don’t have you

And I know
You dim
My life
Because
You’re not
Mine
I can’t escape
This
Fantasy

Because
When I look
In the mirror
I can see
The reflection
Of my face
Clouded
With melancholy

And I wonder
How long
Will it take
For the day
That you
Notice
This
Suicidal heart

That’s
Challenging
Death
Just to have you
For loving you
So much
For loving you
Always
Even though
I shouldn’t

If I could
Hold you
In my arms
Just
For a moment
I’d burn
Your skin
With the fire
That my kisses
Hold

I don’t know
What I’m
Going to do
With this
Feeling
It’s tearing
My skin
Into pieces
Because I
Don’t have you

And I know
You dim
My life
Because
You’re not
Mine
I can’t escape
This
Fantasy

Because
When I look
In the mirror
I can see
The reflection
Of my face
Clouded
With melancholy

And I wonder
How long
Will it take
For the day
That you
Notice
This
Suicidal heart

That’s
Challenging
Death
Just to have you
For loving you
So much
For loving you
Always
Even though
I shouldn’t