A Pesar de Todo

I'm trying to break free from the prison of your kisses
And I can't convince myself that there's only contempt for me,
I'm still alone without finding that ray of hope,
And my heart is shattered because you return to another bed.
I always find a reason to forgive because I love you
And I chase your lies even though I know it's a deception,
My heart is broken, eyes without light, body without soul,
But you are my air, only you and I don't care about anything.

Despite everything, I still love you,
Despite everything, I'm by your side,
Beyond reason, deception, and betrayal
I remain faithful to this love that causes me so much pain.
Despite everything, I still love you,
Despite everything, I'm by your side,
And I can't convince this crazy heart
That falls at your feet, because it's still in love.

It's so hard to hear you come back in the early hours of the morning
And it's not easy to try to pretend in our bed
That I'm asleep, that I didn't hear you arrive
And that you shower to erase the traces your skin carries and I don't suspect a thing.
I've lost you and I don't dare to ask what's going on,
I'm afraid to hear what I already know, and it hurts the soul,
I still believe it's just a dream and that tomorrow
We'll wake up embraced like yesterday and it's all a false alarm.