El Relato Perfecto

I’m getting to know myself
I have no clue what I want
But I know what I don’t want

And I won’t let myself be ruled by someone else’s desire
Almost never now (or no way)

I don’t always find myself
I’m feeling lost
And everything seems uncertain
Since I saw that what I think and what I feel
Are two worlds that often don’t know how to meet

And I’m digging through the corners of my body
I’m listening to my silences
I’m breaking the perfect story
In which I’ve been trapped so many times

I spiral back inside my skin
I return to the same place where I always started
I come back to my body because it’s mine
And I turn into water to be the river where my heartbeat flows
Clearer every time, more alive
Every time I’m true to myself and say no
Every time I allow myself
Every time I face my monsters
And breathe and everything goes on

And I’m digging through the corners of my body
I’m listening to my silences
I’m breaking the perfect story
In which I’ve been trapped so many times
I’m breaking the perfect story
I’m breaking the perfect story
I’m breaking the perfect story
I’m breaking the perfect story