No Merezco Tu Perdón (Idiota)

Yea
I know this life
Has been full of ups and downs
But in good times or bad
You always supported me

I love you, I love you
I'm an idiot
I understood it
But I love you

It was so much sacrifice
But until now
I'm looking, I've taken my time
To write these words
That I've dedicated to you now
You're my father and until now
I've accepted the truth, I'm an idiot
I could never see what you did
For your family, you left your land
You and your pregnant wife
Danger didn't matter
Your mindset was
A father seeking
A good life
For his children and his wife
That's why now
I feel a lot of sorrow
After so much drama
It was my craziness
To see if you and God
Forgive me one day
Now that I'm your father
I understand you
And when I look into the eyes
Of your grandchildren
I see your reflection
You're a grandfather
Time flies soon
And the years that's why here I tell you

I know I don't deserve your forgiveness
That I hurt your heart
Today I'm ashamed
I was the reason for your tears
Don't leave without knowing
Without listening, without understanding
That there's a dagger poisoning
Here in my chest
I love you, I love you
I'm an idiot
I understood it
But I love you

When I look into your eyes
I feel protected
Your advice reveals itself
And your sacrifice
From grandfather to grandson
From father to son
I hope it's the same
Even if I deny it, I need you
I remember your effort
Eternal love
I swear I love you
I understand you
My dear old man
We're alike like twins
Forgive me for disrespecting you
I'm not proud of that
I know you love me
And you know I miss you
And today I pay tribute to you
For all your work
And for taking care of us, me and my siblings
In good times or bad
That's why we are where we are
And we help you
And we support you
And if you want a drink
I'll join you
Simon is my boss
And he does as he pleases and owes no one
And to death I say that heaven
He deserves

I know I don't deserve your forgiveness
That I hurt your heart
Today I'm ashamed
I was the reason for your tears
Don't leave without knowing
Without listening, without understanding
That there's a dagger poisoning
Here in my chest
I love you, I love you
I'm an idiot
I understood it
But I love you