Dich zu Töten fiel mir schwer

And there is hardly any air left
And there is hardly any space left
And there is no longing left
And all that is left for me

I have to get out of here, I have to get away
And yet, I am only searching for you

The life I never found
The life, my refuge's need
I only cursed you
To later and even deeper
To only try the kiss
You light of my soul

And now to you
My sick brain
Preserved in the juice of time
I gave you blood from my heart
Fed you with mental strength
Let you rule over many things
Even gave you the power over my actions
I gave you love
My trust
My friend
You hurt me

And yet
It is not over yet

I still hear
Your breath
And still see
The trembling of your hands
The memory begins to live
Begins again to pierce me
And silently conquer my heart
My heart, you obedient pain

You kept me alive
And inflicted me with torment
And still I cannot understand it
No, it is not over yet
I still see the sparkle in your eyes
Still the twitching of your body
But killing you was hard
Yes, killing you was hard
Today your name sounds like an empty book
Like an unfulfilled promise
It was hard for me to kill you
Yes, killing you was hard

For a short time you were the light
And my gateway to the world
So now you lie in your juice
And slowly die
Out of me

Yes, killing you was hard
Killing you was hard
Killing you, the killing
Killing you was hard