Versuchung

Rather die
Than experience this again

With moist eyes I look back
My lips tremble helplessly overwhelmed
Too many words push together through the opening
Nothing should come out anymore
I must be silent
Must finally escape from the people
I know all of their lies
I know every false breath
The friend is too close
He is a human and enemy
The shield of friendship covers him for years
Behind it, he gathers the weapons
Escape
With moist eyes, I long to go back
I freeze - deep longing
Be silent and freeze
The look back captures the smoke
The ruin underneath
Expectantly tense
To see the silhouette
You emerge from the mist
Show me more of you
Strange Venus - show me more
Rather die
Than see you in full glory
Prepare me
I fall before you - Enemy
Give me more of you - Enemy
Undress expose your soul
I want to bind myself to your chest
Rest on white marble
Bow to you under your eyes
Completely surrender to you under your wings
White goddess or human?
Give me more of you
Let me sink into your crater
Capture me in your midst
Hear my longing

Rather die
Than experience this again