Je suis malade

I don't dream anymore, I don't smoke anymore
I don't even have a story
I am dirty without you, I am ugly without you
I am like an orphan in a dormitory

I no longer want to live my life
My life stops when you leave
I have no more life and even my bed
Turns into a train platform
When you leave

I am sick, completely sick
Like when my mother went out at night
And left me alone with my despair
I am sick, perfectly sick
You arrive, we never know when

You leave, we never know where
And it will soon be two years
That you don't care
Like to a rock, like to a sin
I am attached to you
I am tired, I am exhausted

Pretending to be happy when they are there
I drink every night, but all the whiskeys
Taste the same to me
And all the boats carry your flag
I don't know where to go, you are everywhere
I am sick, completely sick

I pour my blood into your body
And I am like a dead bird when you sleep
I am sick, perfectly sick
You have deprived me of all my songs
You have emptied me of all my words
Yet I had talent before your skin

This love is killing me, if it continues
I will die alone with myself
Next to my radio like a stupid kid
Listening to my own voice singing
I am sick, completely sick
Like when my mother went out at night
And left me alone with my despair

I am sick, that's it, I am sick
You have deprived me of all my songs
You have emptied me of all my words
And I have a completely sick heart
Surrounded by barricades, do you hear, I am sick