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And if it's the last night I just hope that
For both of us this evening is special
I'll leave you with every sin of my skin
Marked in the particles of your initial

I know at midnight you'll leave with him
And I hope that one day you'll call back
What we gained together we had to lose
So that others don't lose their happiness

I'm upset with time and what it promised me
With death for the people it took days ago
With life for the blows it gave me without mercy
With Junior for how mediocre he became for a while

How I beg for that ticking of the clock to stop
To arrive in Caracas and see that time never passed
To see that everything remains the same as the day I left
And that my brother hasn't grown up without me by his side

All this situation bothers and unsettles me
I try to distract myself with parties and laughter
Thank God my mind responds quickly
Erasing my freedom and landing me on the ground

How much would I pay now to see his smile
But that's love, it shoots you and doesn't warn
Now his scent remains impregnated in the breeze
Also his charger and visa procedures

And if it's the last night I just hope that
For both of us this evening is special
I'll leave you with every sin of my skin
Marked in the particles of your initial

I know at midnight you'll leave with him
And I hope that one day you'll call back
What we gained together we had to lose
So that others don't lose their happiness

Everything I have has no guarantee
I'm sure that not even this madness I live is mine
This song talks about how me and my parts fight
And reconcile honoring a melody

Losing her did hurt me, although I knew she would understand
That music and my being would one day reconcile
And now that she's by my side I must treasure her a lot
And give her the time I invested in things I didn't really want

And if my mom saw what I've become
I'm sure she wouldn't talk to me
Because I've sought revenge, humiliated enemies
Insulting other people is how I get bread

And I'm innocent of the charges, Your Honor
I just dedicated myself to doing what she wanted most
I gave her my mornings and several good mornings
And I'm guilty of loving her but I already knew that

And if it's the last night I just hope that
For both of us this evening is special
I'll leave you with every sin of my skin
Marked in the particles of your initial

I know at midnight you'll leave with him
And I hope that one day you'll call back
What we gained together we had to lose
So that others don't lose their happiness