Je Suis Malade

I don't dream anymore
I don't smoke anymore
I don't even have a story anymore
I am ugly without you
I am dirty without you

Like an orphan in a dormitory

I no longer want to live my life
My life stops when you leave
I have no more life and even my bed
Turns into a train platform
When you leave

I am sick
Completely sick
Like when my mother went out at night
And left me alone with my despair

I am sick
Perfectly sick
You arrive, we never know when
You leave, we never know where
And it will soon be two years
That you don't care

Like to a rock
Like to a sin
I am attached to you
I am tired
I am exhausted
Pretending to be happy
When they are there
I drink every night
But all whiskies
Taste the same to me
And all the boats carry your flag
I don't know where to go, you are everywhere

I am sick
Completely sick
I pour my blood into your body
And I am like a dead bird
When you sleep

I am sick
Perfectly sick
You have deprived me of all my songs
You have emptied me of all my words
Yet I had talent before your skin

This love is killing me
If it continues
I will die alone with myself
Next to my radio
Like a stupid kid
Listening to my own voice singing

I am sick
Completely sick
Like when my mother went out at night
And left me alone with my despair
I am sick
That's it, I am sick
You have deprived me of all my songs
You have emptied me of all my words
And I have a completely sick heart
Surrounded by barricades
Do you hear, I am sick