Metamorphose

The encounter was a dazzlingly white shining city
Every time I was loved, I was dyed in sacrificial love

I didn't come to hate you
But at that time, I just couldn't choose you
You always made me feel anxious
Even though you only gave me kindness
Because I'm clumsy

Hurting you, hurting you, even if you cry
It's just my incompetence
Even if I hide it, even if I hide it, it becomes clear
My confusion
Made you cry

The encounter was a dazzlingly white shining city
Every time I was loved, I was dyed in sacrificial love

I'm sorry, I could only see dreams
Even though you were by my side

Unaware, unaware, I was being supported
Yet I deeply hurt you
Even if I hide it, even if I hide it, it becomes clear
My confusion
Made you cry

The encounter was a dazzlingly white shining city
Every time I was loved, I was dyed in sacrificial love

I loved you as much as the tears she shed
Actually, I wanted to see your smile at the moment the flowers bloomed

You were hurt by loving
I lost by blooming