Adiós Mamá

Hello mom
Today I heard your voice for the first time
And I kicked your belly with my feet
I've never seen your face
But I know it's like your voice
Clean and clear
Torrent of light and hope

Thank you mom and heaven
For letting me live here in your womb
And then be born and love you outside
As I love you inside

You know mom, today I heard you again
Arguing with someone with a hoarse voice
And then crying for me
Saying that I would be a nuisance
For both of you

How are you mom, here I am again
I heard you again
Arguing with him but without crying
And I start to think that you agree and I won't be born

Maybe mom, you're right
You know about these things, you've lived
And I won't be a bother, I swear mom
I'll love you both equally

I believe mom, I believe in God and in you
But I felt a pinch, it hurt
And I know in the end I won't be a bother
I won't see you bathed in blood
I know I'll go

Goodbye mom, I'll pray for you
From here I forgive you even though
I never saw you, I'm leaving mom
The blood floods me
I know I won't be able to talk to you anymore
Anymore, anymore