Tämä On Totta

From head to heel
From fingers to eyelids
I still feel the touch
Of the other
Neck and earlobes
Shoulders, hair, lips
Still remember the secret
Of the other

To disappear
I can't get rid of this deceit
I can't change this into a dream anymore
This is true
This is true
This is true
To be forgotten
I can't get rid of the shame
I can't change this into something else anymore
This is true
This is true
This is true

I woke up
I'm still here
Heart beats
It shattered my sleep
Something is not as it was yesterday
The blanket on me is like a nightmare
Eyes closed, I still lie here a bit
I can't fall asleep again for sure
A moment will pass before it comes

The weight of yesterday
The weight of darkness

Neck and earlobes
Shoulders, hair, lips
Still remember the secret

To disappear...

I rise up
No one is home
A note on the table
Through the store I'll come
I go outside
Will anyone notice me
That I left with a stranger yesterday
I get the newspaper
I try to be normal
I read the shopping list
I still convince myself
That yesterday was just a bad dream
Until the darkness comes again

I remember everything clearly
I repeat yesterday in my head
I thought I would be better

To disappear...