Il Mio Beneficio

With hindsight
I don't know if I would regain the enthusiasm
I had for us
And never reciprocated

Because in essence
You are not so innocent
Nor as transparent as I imagined

I spent my time, my time though
If it was worth it, I don't know now
I tend to tell you no

To you who give
Nothing but the outline
And don't give more

Tell me in this story
What will be my benefit
If in every victory of yours
The sacrifice is individual
It's not, it's not
Just mine for you

I raised for you
Cathedrals to the sky for you
Without ever
Not even once
You opening a door for me

I chased a tomorrow that is not here yet
In my hands and not even for you
Where is the meaning in the end?

Tell me in this story
What will be
My benefit
If in my memory
The sacrifice is individual
It's not, it's not
Just mine
It's not
Because
For you
I have no more tears

You tell me in this story
What will be my benefit
If for every victory of yours
The sacrifice is individual

With hindsight
I don't know if I would regain the enthusiasm