CANZONE D'ODIO (feat. Lil Baby)

I swear, the last time
You woke me up as you left slamming the door
Result: To have made an already bad evening worse
I left you a message on the table and you didn't notice
But who cares?
Tell me, do you think I was lying?
On WhatsApp I have been writing the same message for months
It seems like I have my heart and brain in the fridge
I'll pass out first
Fog in the place where I live
Grey mood, Resident Evil
And now that my bank account is full
You pretend to despise me, but you're lying
You know I was already a big shot
With two twenties in your pocket
I'm talking, you care more about people
I'm the one who always surpasses himself
That to make everyone agree
Rather, in the end he gets nothing back

Without hindsight
I know I'll write to you
A song of hate
When I'm not sober
We no longer exist
You told me a thousand no's
He ends up in the asylum
If I don't know who I am anymore
I hope not now nor ever
First you send me into apnea
And then you ask me what I have
You know very well that I have no idea
And now what do you want?
If I ever see you again
I'd rather die there
But I don't forgive you

I'm like: Fuck what we had
That shit in the past, I'm tryna get past all that
Open wounds, I got scars
I'm keeping my guard up
I done been stabbed in my back
You were having your fun
We should have been done
But I still let you come back
You really gave my heart
You don't trust me at all
I hate you feel like that
You can do what you want, I ain't salty
If it ever goes sour, don't call me
What we had, that shit been in a coffin
You a messy lil' bitch and I'm off it
Tryna argue, you get no response from me
Let you have it, what more do you want from me?
Better get out my way, yeah, the storm coming
You saw me as a joke and I'm not funny
Yeah, she led me out my way with the lights on
Making videos listening to my song
I deleted your pictures on my phone
Feelin' better since I've been on my own
Know you thinking I'm coming back, I'm gone
I can't sit here and play with you, I'm grown
Hit the one that I love, tell her: Come home
I'm sorry

Without hindsight
I know I'll write to you
A song of hate
When I'm not sober
We no longer exist
You told me a thousand no's
He ends up in the asylum
If I don't know who I am anymore
I hope not now nor ever
First you send me into apnea
And then you ask me what I have
You know very well that I have no idea
And now what do you want?
If I ever see you again
I'd rather die there
But I don't forgive you