CANZONE D'ODIO (feat. Lil Baby)

I swear, the last time
You woke me up while you were leaving, slamming the door
Result: Made a bad night even worse
I left you a message on the table and you didn’t even notice
But who gives a damn
Tell me, did you think I was lying?
On WhatsApp, I’ve had the same message for months that I keep typing
Feels like my heart and brain are stuck in the fridge
I’ll be the first to lose my mind
Fog in the place where I live
Gray mood, Resident Evil
And now that my bank account’s full
You pretend to despise me, but you’re lying
You know I was already a big deal
With two twenties in my pocket
I talk, you care more about the people
I’m the one who always gets through
Trying to keep everyone happy
But in the end, I recover nothing

With hindsight
I know I’ll write you
A hate song
When I’m not sober
There’s no more us
You told me a thousand no’s
Ends up in the loony bin
If I don’t even know who I am anymore
I hope neither now nor ever
First you put me underwater
And then you ask me what’s wrong
You know damn well I have no idea
And now what do you want?
If I ever see you again
I’d rather die
But I won’t forgive you

I'm like: Fuck what we had
That shit's in the past, I'm trying to move on from all that
Open wounds like a scar
I'm keeping my guard up
But they were stabbing my back
You were having your fun
We should've been done
But how did you still come back?
Really gave you my heart
You don't trust me at all
I hate that you feel like that
You can do what you want, I ain't salty
If it ever goes sour, don’t call me
What we had should be in a coffin
You were messing around, little bitch, and I'm done with it
Trying to argue, you get no response from me
Let you have it one more time than you want from me
Better get out of my way, yeah, the star's coming
You saw me as a joke and I'm not funny
Yeah, she led me off my path with the lights on
Making videos listening to my song
I deleted your pictures on my phone
Feeling better since I’ve been on my own
Know you think I'm coming back, I'm gone
I can't sit here and play with you, I'm grown
You're the one that I love 'til I come home
I'm sorry

With hindsight
I know I’ll write you
A hate song
When I’m not sober
There’s no more us
You told me a thousand no’s
Ends up in the loony bin
If I don’t even know who I am anymore
I hope neither now nor ever
First you put me underwater
And then you ask me what’s wrong
You know damn well I have no idea
And now what do you want?
If I ever see you again
I’d rather die
But I won’t forgive you