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I got hooked on the perfume
Now I want another smoke
Your self-esteem doesn't rise
Not even with everything I had

Now turn on the mustard, ah
Because today I won't return home, no
I want to forget everything that's happening, ah
They won't get me off the plane, no

Now turn on the mustard, ah
Because today I won't return home, no
I want to forget everything that's happening, ah
They won't get me off the plane, no

Everything has a reason, everything has an end
Mine has come, I can't continue
I know it will hurt, also that it will heal
But what can I do, that's life, bro

Once again sitting alone in a corner somewhere
Smoking a cigarette, didn't say bye to anyone
My wallet is empty, no money left
I have shit in my head, going crazy around

I'm carrying the damn thing and I don't want to accept it
I'm at a point where I can't answer
Lost in an abyss outside the city
I'm in pieces, come help me put myself together

I can't do it alone anymore (I can't do it alone anymore)
I'm trying and I can't make it (I'm trying and I can't make it)
I want to get out of the madhouse
I'm crazy from so much insomnia

Now turn on the mustard, ah
Because today I won't return home, no
I want to forget everything that's happening, ah
They won't get me off the plane, no

Now turn on the mustard, ah
Because today I won't return home, no
I want to forget everything that's happening, ah
They won't get me off the plane, no

Today I want to forget about you for a moment
I want to forget about everything I feel
I want to be far away, far from this feeling
That is killing me so much that's why I lie

I'm going out for a run, I want to see the new sunrise
I want to feel safe again
Without you hugging me, don't cry, woman
I'm hurt without knowing why
I want to get lost, forget yesterday
Killing myself is not an option, I fear death, what am I going to do?

I'm lost without a destination, I forgot the way
If the footprint I left has been erased by destiny
I light a fine green rooster to relax, boss
Resembling a killer, I'm not a fool

I'm hurt with a rotten heart
It hurts, I'm kind of gone
It's weighing on me, I'm screwed

Now turn on the mustard, ah
Because today I won't return home, no
I want to forget everything that's happening, ah
They won't get me off the plane, no

Now turn on the mustard, ah
Because today I won't return home, no
I want to forget everything that's happening, ah
They won't get me off the plane, no

Massive shit, crazy
AGW Beats
Hey, Toy
It's Lefty, daddy

(I got hooked on the perfume)
(Now I want another smoke)
(My self-esteem doesn't rise)
(Not even with everything I had)