Nounai
Lenny Code Fiction
Mind's Eye
If you look at the visions in my head, I’ll change myself
The pressure to be right is a demon that binds and devours me
The one who came at me with claws
Uses those claws to protect someone
Weapons turn into scars and shields
Isn’t that just how life goes?
Always on the verge of disappearing, yet never gone, holding a promise
Spending nights in the light of day that no one knows
Ignorance laughs the more it pulls me in
Everything until yesterday is a fire
Living in the routine, not even knowing myself
I don’t want to take anything away
If you look at the visions in my head, I’ll change myself
The pressure to be right is a demon that binds and devours me
Don’t interfere any more
I won’t be killed by the ideals you painted
Don't disturb me
You don't own me
Don't disturb me
You don’t get to pass or promise now
Using freedom as an excuse to enjoy, I dirty myself too
The more I’m aware, the more
Casual words change lives
If I don’t keep it simple, it’s like the story’s all wrong, like a monkey
A game of filth, not even a hint of charm
Pleasure has finally sliced my dreams apart
The portrait of life was born as a demon for me to resist
Sometimes it’s your enemy
Even now, the ideals that throb won’t be killed
Don't disturb me
You don't own me
Don't disturb me
Hate me
You don't own me
(take) Even if threatened, I’m not surprised
(me) The ideal I don’t hold
(take) That’s the thought process
Until my heart is full
(take) I want to tremble with emotion
(me) Fantasies mean nothing
(take) That’s the thought process now
Don't disturb me
That’s mine
Every time I compare myself to someone else (I am not in this)
I look weak (world to live up to)
Broken by your expectations
Still, I’m breathing (and you are not in this)
If you look at the visions in my head, I’ll change myself
The pressure to be right is a demon that binds and devours me
Don’t interfere any more
I won’t be killed by the ideals you painted
Don't disturb me
You don't own me
Don't disturb me
You don't own me
Don't disturb me
You don't own me
Don't disturb me
Hate me