Aún

Even though it's been so long since she left
Even though I almost got used to her not being here
Even though I feel like I'm starting to recover
From the endless nights I managed to get through

And even though sometimes for moments, everything seems normal to me
And that nothing is wrong

Still, there are nights when I wake up
Thinking her body will be next to mine
And I see her empty space
Still, there are days when I forget
Suddenly I feel her presence in the house
And I know her love still hasn't left me

And even though there's nothing of hers left here
Every trace of her absence, I've hidden it all
Even though I no longer wonder where she might be
And I've learned to distract myself so I don't have to think

And even though sometimes days go by
Without her memory in my mind
I can't lie to myself...

Still, there are nights when I wake up
Thinking her body will be next to mine
And I see her empty space
Still, there are days when I forget
Suddenly I feel her presence in the house
And I know her love still hasn't left me

That if I distract myself, it hits me from behind
That when I ignore it, it just hurts more
And it reminds me that you're no longer here, still...