Señales

There are a million things I would like to whisper to you
And I have to settle for shouting to my room
Don't chase my footsteps, you won't decipher me
You found the way out and I stayed in a drawer
So in the meantime, listen when I crack my hands
Desperate, restless, looking from a corner
I hope the silence doesn't change you too much
It was never in my hands to say no

All, all my clouds are lonely
And I wake up every day more
For not finding you in a dream, maybe
And, without reason, I dodge every movement
And always avoid every sensation
And every thought
There are a million things I would like to whisper to you
And I have to settle for shouting to my room
Don't chase my footsteps, you won't decipher me
You found the way out and I stayed in a drawer
So in the meantime, listen when I crack my hands
Desperate, restless, looking from a corner
I hope the silence doesn't change you too much
It was never in my hands to say no
And every now and then I wonder, who loses less or gains more?
I'm tired of sitting between your glass legs

And every step I slide over your skin
It fades me, revives me, and makes me step back
There are a million things I would like to whisper to you
And I have to settle for shouting to my room
Don't chase my footsteps, you won't decipher me
You found the way out and I stayed in a drawer
So in the meantime, listen when I crack my hands
Desperate, restless, looking from a corner
I hope the silence doesn't change you too much