Antes do Fim

Far from home, another night in a hotel
I keep thinking how strange this life is
I'm venting scribbling letters on paper
My heart sometimes feels like it's on fire
I've always been a complicated guy
Intense, a bad example, I try, but I failed
Being impulsive might be my sin
Because it destroyed almost everything I loved

But I want a new way to live life
Forgive myself, overcome my own demons
Sometimes it seems like I can't find a way out
Were we destined to be who we are?
I've tried to fix all the things I broke
I know it's my fault for my choices
Sometimes I pretend not to know or forget things I know
But I admit in secret that

If I had to choose just one person to love
For a lifetime, it would be you
If I had to choose just one more kiss
To have before death
Everyone knows it would be yours
I don't know if it was your scent, your face, your taste, your smile
Or all of that which captivated me
But if I had to choose just one phrase to say before leaving
It's that my heart died

What is your definition of love?
Love is kind of like when you see a fog in the morning
When you wake up before the Sun comes out
It's just a little while, and then it burns away
Just it, love is a fog that burns with the first daylight of reality

I wanted to enjoy life by my clock
I didn't think of anything, it was my sin
Seeing now that I'm sober, I was stupid, it's obvious
I didn't realize that enjoying was being by your side
The stars told me that you don't remember
Maybe you don't even regret as much as you forgot
But the stars told me: Boy, learn
Maybe in another life, that's your problem
Now memories destroy me
To forget you, other bodies are a shortcut
But deep down, something gnaws at me
My eyes reveal that I'm still really messed up
I told everyone I'm fine, even though I'm not
That's my way of dealing with the situation
I'm angry at myself, a lot of frustration
Cursed day that God made me with a heart

Because if I had to choose just one person to love
For a lifetime, it would be you
If I had to choose just one more kiss
To have before death
Everyone knows it would be yours
I don't know if it was your scent, your face, your taste, your smile
Or all of that which captivated me
But if I had to choose just one phrase to say before leaving
It's that my heart died

If I had to choose just one person to love
For a lifetime, it would be you
And if I had to choose just one more kiss
To have before death
Everyone knows it would be yours
I don't know if it was your scent, your face, your taste, your smile
Or all of that which captivated me
But if I had to choose just one phrase to say before leaving
It's that my heart died

Ah, my heart died
My heart died
And now memories destroy me
To forget you, other bodies are a shortcut
But deep down, something gnaws at me
My eyes reveal that I'm still really messed up