Confessionário

Lord God, I don't know if You can hear me
This time I won't lie, I'm here to talk, to pray
I don't know if it's right to confess the shit I thought and did
But to explain? No, just for others to judge?
Name in the obituary, confessional, it doesn't work
It's notorious that purgatory is no longer a place
For someone who messed up, yes Lord, it's me
Who fucked everything up and didn't even repent
Sorry for the language, I try to control the outburst
But how long does it take to forget just a minute?
I tried to change the world, I tried to change my life
And all I achieved was to get worse
She tried to help me, my parents too
Saying I should change and I kept saying I was fine
Lying that everything was fine, saying it's all good
And the evil in my head calling me my dear
I accepted, said that's what I wanted
Not always right is right, but that's what I wanted
It already satisfied me, and it became easier every time
Whore in bed, money and me feeling like steel
Fuck! I was just another lost piece of shit
Dazzled by a world where you have no friends
Where fame opens doors and legs, and it's noticeable
That even love is something disposable

I don't know if I'm doing the right thing and if this is correct
But it doesn't matter because I'm still doing it
I regret it directly, and if this isn't right?
Fuck it because I'm still doing it

I don't know if I'm doing the right thing and if this is correct
But it doesn't matter because I'm still doing it
I regret it directly, but if this isn't right?
Fuck it because I'm still doing it

Did my talent screw me or did I screw it?
And if it was you who gave it to me, what do I do with it?
Because all I wanted was not to be one of those
Who do it for fame, money, but no one trusts them
No, I sing because I need to, it's serious
It comes from within me, like someone extracting ore
I throw in the lyrics, the pen even fails
Like me failing the times I want to get it right
The truth is not pretty and it hurts
You saw everything from above so I won't give you excuses
I'm sorry if this guilt is mine and there's no way out
I have the conduct of a man to sign and face it
The consequences of actions, facts I tried to hide
So you don't see, and I don't see, but no one sees
In an attempt not to be stupid, I acted on instinct
Trash under the rug and I thought it was clean
Mistake, my plans merged in the midst of this
Pains, loves, and always without commitment
But fuck it, I thought it was normal too
That if I ignored it the next day would be fine
But that day never comes so enough of lying
Honestly, I hope you can hear me
Meanwhile, I'm here doing, it's just work
Damn, my time in the confessional is over

I don't know if I'm doing the right thing and if this is correct
But it doesn't matter because I'm still doing it
I regret it directly, and if this isn't right?
Fuck it because I'm still doing it

I don't know if I'm doing the right thing and if this is correct
But it doesn't matter because I'm still doing it
I regret it directly, but if this isn't right?
Fuck it because I'm still doing it