Etéreo

What remained in the distant past was lost
What I thought was important has also gone
I get lost in my mind, sometimes I think of God
It's just that his plans I never quite understood

I know I'm not perfect, but I tried
I still carry a thousand flaws and I keep having
So many doubts, I can't believe where I've reached
If the man I've become will continue being? (I don't know)

I know my capacity to be bad
The things I did one day, today I don't want to do anymore
Like in a loop, every mistake was the same
And I fight damn hard to never show
The bad things I feel inside my heart
I'm holding back my demons from taking action
I spend my time and thoughts on self-assessment
The worst poison here is comparison

It's not about being the best or the worst, let the podium explode
I need to overcome myself, to hell with those people
The tension of internal war always echoes
And me, a sinner, why does he bless me?

I'm like any other person, learning to live
I never wanted a crown and never tried to have one
And how they see me, I never thought I'd be
Maybe I'm not, it's just that they'll never get to know me

I know my capacity to be good
How much I've already changed and what I'll still do
They are scars engraved in this sound
And I fight damn hard to always show
The good things I carry inside my chest
I saw the positive side of the worst moment
Slowly, I learned to control my feelings
Self-knowledge is always the best remedy

It's not about appearing or growing, let the hype explode
I want to be a good man, to hell with the applause
I used to be the bad guy who only hurts, but I swore to God: I won't be that person

They said he forgives, and I want to learn
I never wanted a crown and never tried to have one
And how they see me, I never thought I'd be
Maybe I am, it's just that they'll never get to know me