Não Vou Te Ver Amanhã

Drowned in the well of pain
No, it's not your fault, love
I've been using fear as an excuse
With so much to say, but no one to listen
Weak, neck in the noose, that's all I could achieve
Oh, I did try, I swear I tried
Doing everything for everyone, those I loved the most
By god, I cared, I would kill for you
All I wanted was for you not to suffer
So far from everything, in a cold and dark place
The walls suffocate me, I don't even know what fresh air is
Even with a hardened heart, I can't forget
I just wanted a chance to be who I want to be
But no one can save a doomed future
It's no use praying if no one listens on the other side
Drowning in sin with everything crumbling
I feel dead inside, but still breathing
The sound of silence soothes my heart
The memories of us erase my distress
I feel your breath justifying why
Lying down imagining the future I won't have
Love, yeah, the world isn't fair, I know
I swear, the plan was to grow old with you
And I who never believed in heaven, an angel to watch over
Now I truly hope there's someone up there

Don't cry when I'm gone, no
I'll be here, always
But please understand then
That the best always die by their own hands
Don't cry when I'm gone, no
I'll be here, always
But please understand then
That the best always die by their own hands

And the repair doesn't cover the damage
How will I live away from those I love?
It's impossible, I feel my chest burning
Bad omen, cold tears, something is going to happen
Perhaps the biggest mistake I've ever made
I didn't know who I loved until I lost them
Now everything makes sense, calm, it's just karma
Bloodied shirt just dirtier than my soul
Always keeping the mask, playing the indestructible
Who knows if I had been a little more sensitive
But it was impossible, I've always been inattentive
I'd give anything to go back in time
Everything fading and there's no turning back
The sky darkening, I feel it's too late
Breathless, isolated, walking with the darkness
Yeah, I was wrong, my heart isn't made of stone

Don't cry when I'm gone, no
I'll be here, always
But please understand then
That the best always die by their own hands
Don't cry when I'm gone, no
I'll be here, always
But please understand then
That the best always die by their own hands

I cared more than anything in this life, you know
I think I've exhausted the attempts
And the more I tried to see, the more blind I felt
Can you hear me while I pray?
Like at the last supper, the blood boils in the veins
I imagine a thousand reasons to give up, but it's not enough
I think of us alone, in the promises I made
I no longer care how I'll get out of here
Please, don't feel sorry, guilty, or hate either
Tell my little one that everything will be fine
Don't cry or feel bad for a second
Everything will make sense when it reaches the end
I never wanted to drown in my own blood
Now, my plans are no longer relevant
But there's only one way to keep my soul sane
Sorry love, I won't see you tomorrow...