I Feel So Lonely

Thinking about everything or nothing? Memories scare me
Funny how the lights of this city enchant me
Hypnotize, and the snowflakes on the sidewalk
Reflect fake smiles, another couple holding hands
I swear I saw us in that image and froze
How do I know? I just know, not that I sought to understand
You are my dream and nightmare and it messes me up
Can I run away far and still not forget you? Damn
Blessed is the man who without a heart is unaware of the pain, the despair of remembering
The smell of skin, and nothing repels the demons
Whispering in my ear insisting I go back to you

As if I didn't have enough problems
As if I hadn't suffered enough
Who calmed me down yesterday, today brings no peace
I'm a sad clown and the sad play is always on

I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
Dancing with the devil
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
Dancing with the devil

I ran away trying not to see you anymore
But when I look in the mirror there's a bit of you in me
And every second I lose my peace
I predicted that all this would end like this and I got involved
And now it's just sleepless nights, in the dark
They ask me: How many drinks have you had?
Or how many bodies have I touched imagining yours
And I have no answer: 'there were many', and what happened?
Gasoline on photos doesn't erase from the mind
My heart races with every sip I take
How to hide all that you still feel?
How to erase all that I still am?

As if I didn't have enough problems
As if I hadn't suffered enough
Who calmed me down yesterday, today brings no peace
I'm a sad clown and the sad play is always on

I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
Dancing with the devil
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely
Dancing with the devil