Monstros

Monsters stuck in your head
Monsters under your bed
We are, we are monsters, oh
We are, we are monsters, ooh

A black veil over my face
State of mind: Hell!
Transforming who I am
Time passes slowly, I try to go on
And the damn weight on my shoulders won't let me walk
Your absence still scares me, no more than my thoughts
I wear a smile on the outside, but a demon inside, you know?
The monsters under the bed weren't the biggest
The ones created in me might be even worse, save me!
Anxiety surrounds me and decrees
Damn, did I go crazy or is this the secret window?
Parallel multiverses in the same space
I see them colliding, putting me in collapse
And with no option, nothing stops me
A dive to death, falling, the falling man
Secrets under the skin that don't fit in the chest
I wanted to be Jekyll, ended up being Hyde

Monsters stuck in your head
Monsters under your bed
We are, we are monsters, oh
We are, we are monsters, ooh

I want to let it go, live my damn life
But every day I'm cold, looking like a suicide
The mind is a cell and I remember every mistake
Trying not to feel anger is like drying ice, it's tough!
When you have no one else to trust
People come close with the intention to hurt
Nothing impresses me, I know the situation
I'm having too much sex to camouflage the loneliness
Maybe it's the recipe to forget the pains
Many women, few loves
And life unravels
It's no use having a big heart, no
In the end everything is as sad as Tumblr texts
Black aura, bad weather
It's all dark
Anger carries me, throws me against the wall
Secrets in my mind that don't fit in the chest
I wanted to be Jekyll, ended up being Hyde

Monsters stuck in your head
Monsters under your bed
We are, we are monsters, oh
We are, we are monsters, ooh

This hell in my mind doesn't help me
I'm without Buddha's peace, collecting prescriptions
Please, change this movie
Come on, skip the sad part
Where everyone is happy and not just pretending
Strange how this world manipulates your will
I'm so full of hate and today I'm content in bars
Drags, packs, arms of strangers
Who silenced me slowly, with unanswered questions
I'm not 16 anymore, I grew up and that's it
I killed my will to change the world
Fuck the prayers, here the air is heavy, let it go
Just for today I want to see this burn
And be who I want to be, I lost the fear of dying
I am the sum of my mistakes, man, why deny it?
Secrets in my mind that time can't contain
I wanted to be Jekyll, ended up being Hyde

Monsters stuck in your head
Monsters under your bed
We are, we are monsters, oh
We are, we are monsters, ooh