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LetoDie

Last Time

The cold wind cuts my face, makes me remember the past
It could have been different, but everything went wrong
It wasn't supposed to be like this, it was my mistake, I know
Look at all the crap I did, I admit that I was wrong
The sky is gray, yeah, and no, it's not a cliché
It may not seem like it, but it's tough without you
I know I don't show it, I don't react
You think I don't care, that I have no heart
But no, you know me, love, I'm tough
And ending like this out of nowhere wasn't my plan
But things changed, and you changed too
I'm so lost, you're not the same person
That I met one day, innocent girl
Only now I realize you're so different
I don't know if I'll get used to it, I'm afraid to risk
To do the same crap I did, hurt you

It's the last time I write for us
And maybe I won't even see you again, no
Writing all this, I can even hear your voice
I know it doesn't matter to you now
But the things I said back then
Were like anthrax corroding me, and finally
The longing now betrays me, and I swear I never wanted it to end like this

Broken mirrors, clenched fists, I walk in silence
Everything lost its meaning, it's tough
I never thought I'd say, much less to you
That I'm lost and don't know what to do
I always played tough, wanted to be the man of steel
But I barely knew it wasn't easy
I who always thought: I don't need anyone
But, I couldn't bear it, I don't know, I couldn't take it
I still remember your scent, your way of speaking
And when I close my eyes, I feel your breathing
My mind races when I think it's an illusion
That I'll never have you again, that I broke your heart
I know it's too late to try to fix
Go back to how it was before? That will never be
And the words I always feared to say
Now I'm sure: I love you!