Não Vou Falar de Amor (part. Hiosaki)

It's been a while since I haven't dwelled here
It's been a while since I don't know how to smile
Sometimes I just pretend
So you never ask me

You pretend to care
And you don't give a shit about me
I'm tired of being a failure
This is so bad

Sorry to the people I disappointed
Because in the end, I just failed
No one knows the mental conflict I went through
When I needed help, there was no one

Today I threw everything in the air
There's no reason for me to lament anymore
If the tide is high, wait for it to lower
I believe this will end one day

I believe this will end one day

These moments will pass
Feelings will meet
Wait for this to end
Until the storm passes

This time I won't talk about love
I want time to heal this pain
I don't have the strength to continue
All that's left for me is just to sing

I've been singing for several months but no one notices
Every song that comes out is a cry for help
Everyone says they understand their pains
I just want to get lost in this curve

There are days I don't want to leave the room
Every day I feel heavy, I'm always tired
I want to know what's wrong with me
Why do I always feel like this?

I hate this feeling
It kills me inside
Sometimes I can't even breathe
From so much pain I feel short of breath

I wanted to help my family
How can I do that if I don't even help myself
I just wanted to disappear from this world
Enjoy while I'm here

I think my time will end
I'm tired of writing this here
When I'm gone
I think they'll remember

These moments will pass
Feelings will meet
Wait for this to end
Until the storm passes