Falei Com Um Demônio

It's fucking hard to keep going
While everyone is watching you
And a lot of pressure, my man
It keeps hurting

Fuck this fame
Fuck this damage
My head is messed up
And maybe I'll die this year

One day I looked out the window and thought: I'll kill myself
Ah, without the courage it won't work
Full of problems in my mind
One day I thought about cutting myself

But what's the point
Is it just for others to see my arm bleed?
I'm too scared
But I've reached my limit
I can't see myself at 80, maybe I'll die at 20

But I was so good at keeping all the feelings to myself
I seemed fine, but only a trigger would be my end
In the end, I was betrayed by those I trusted
I trusted, trusted, had a lot of hope
All this shit came along with the traumas of my childhood

But I remembered my mother
I couldn't, it was ignorance, let me speak
I'll take a different path this time
I know I won't trust any of you
My heart is in pieces and she did that

I knew from the start the chance was one in ten
All broken, so I went after salvation
Lord Baphomet, what is the cost of a soul then?
I started making some ritual symbols on my floor
Dissolve with water and wash on my arms and hands
The torch on your head made a bright flash
I knew from then on there was no redemption

He smiled at me
And spoke about religion
I don't remember well
I accepted everything with conviction

Haha
That's when I got lost
My fangs appeared
And he smiling, he told me
I won't leave here anymore
You owe me something so make sure to fulfill it