Falei Com Um Demônio

It sucks to keep moving forward
While everyone is looking at you
It's a lot of pressure my bro
This is going to hurt

Fuck this fame
Fuck this damage
My head is fucked up
And maybe I'll die this year

One day I looked out the window and thought: I'm going to kill myself
Ah, without courage it won't work
Full of problems in my mind
One day I thought about cutting myself

But what sense?
Is it just so others can see my arm bleed?
I'm too scared
But I've reached my limit
I don't see myself at 80, maybe I'll die at 20

But I was so good at keeping all my feelings to myself
It seemed more like just a trigger, it would be my end
In the end I was betrayed by those I trusted
I trusted, I trusted, I had a lot of hope
All this shit came along with the traumas of my childhood

But I remembered my mother
I couldn't do it, it was ignorance, let me speak
I'll take a different path this time
I know, I won't trust any of you
My heart is in pieces and she did that

I knew from the beginning the chance was one in ten
All broken so I went looking for salvation
Lord Baphomet, what is the cost of a soul then?
I started making some ritual symbols on my floor
Solve et Coagula, I saw in the arms and in the hand
The torch on his head made a loud flash
I knew from then on there was no redemption

He gave me a smile
And he talked about religion
I don't remember well
I accepted everything with conviction

Haha
That's when I got lost
My fangs were showing
And he smiling, he told me
I'm not leaving here anymore
You owe me something so try to fulfill it