Animal (ANSIEDAD X)

Hey, bro, how are you?
We haven't talked for a long time
How are things with you?
Nothing new, the same as always
A lot of work, lately I've been sleeping poorly
But not bad
I have days when it seems like everything is harder for me
But hey, I'm getting by
Ha ha

I have days that are not my day
And they become uphill
But hey, that's life and that's it
Well, maybe those days that aren't my day
For some time now they have been repeating themselves more than usual
And although it is normal that in the end it passes
For some time now I have noticed that deep down I am not getting over it
It's like I spend my life waiting for something to happen
I don't know what it is, but it never ends
Like there's something broken inside me
That others cannot see
And in the end I fail when I try to fix it

What if it can't be fixed?
What if it's too late to start?
What if I make a mistake and then I can't go back?
What if I think I'm going forward on a path?
But there is no road and I'm just going around in circles
In the same place?
Why do I have trouble breathing?
And I just want to escape

How am I going to escape if it's inside me?
I'm going to explode if you don't go away
This pressure I have in my chest
If I don't stop thinking that my head
It has turned me into something that I can no longer control
An animal
They have turned me into an animal
Intrusive spiraling thoughts
I don't know if what I say is right or wrong anymore

I have debts with karma and it wants to collect
Card or cash, I'm not going to pay
That light in your eyes is going to go out
When death calls, I won't be there
Be quiet!
Fasten your seatbelt
There are curves every time I try to avoid the question
Why I know the answer and I don't like it
I am with the dreams that never come true

In my head, a war
My mother with a serious face waits at the hospital door
The mind gives back everything that feeds it
If there is no calm in the storm
How long can you last without knowing how to swim?
How long can you hold air in your lungs?
It never seems to come, no matter how fast you want to breathe?
When you can't sleep and you're alone
With the roof and with that voice that tells you
It's late, you're going to fail
One day you die and then nothing

Where do the hours you've wasted go?
Have you thought that time is gold and yours is worthless?
You are only what I could have been, wasted
You are just a tear that gets lost in the rain
You're just a bad year, a lost month, a day of fury
They will abandon you and find someone to replace you
If you have had and lost, it is only your fault