NOT OK (feat. MINNIE)
Loco
The Struggle Behind the Smile: Unveiling Vulnerability in 'NOT OK'
Loco's song 'NOT OK (feat. MINNIE)' delves deep into the emotional turmoil and vulnerability that often lie beneath a seemingly composed exterior. The repeated refrain, '걱정해 줘 난 안 괜찮아' (Worry about me, I'm not okay), sets the tone for the entire song, highlighting the artist's plea for genuine concern and understanding. Despite appearing '가뿐해 보이지만' (light and easy), Loco confesses that he is far from okay, emphasizing the internal struggle that is masked by a facade of normalcy.
The lyrics explore the dichotomy between external appearances and internal realities. Loco describes how his attempts to appear fine are futile, as '입꼬리 올라가는 건 무의미' (smiling is meaningless) and '높이 올라가는 건 무리지' (rising high is impossible). This metaphorical language underscores the difficulty of maintaining a positive front when one is internally struggling. The song also touches on the societal pressure to appear strong and the fear of being vulnerable, as Loco admits to saying he's fine '솔직하기 두려워서 괜찮다고 말해 일부러' (because he's afraid to be honest).
MINNIE's contribution adds another layer of depth to the song, as she echoes Loco's sentiments of feeling misunderstood and isolated. The line '어제 얘기 나눈 별 보이지가 않는 걸' (the stars we talked about yesterday are no longer visible) symbolizes lost hope and the fading of dreams. The repeated assertion '눈 감아도 I'm not ok' (even when I close my eyes, I'm not okay) serves as a powerful reminder that internal pain doesn't simply disappear with time or distraction.
'NOT OK' is a poignant exploration of mental health, vulnerability, and the often unseen struggles that individuals face. It calls for empathy and understanding, urging listeners to look beyond the surface and recognize the genuine emotions that lie beneath.