NOT OK (feat. MINNIE)

Worry about me, I’m not alright
You’re fine, but I’m not okay
I look carefree, but
I’m stressed about everything
Even if I close my eyes, I’m not okay

Worry about me, I’m not alright
You’re fine, but I’m not okay
I look carefree, but
I’m stressed about everything
Even if I close my eyes, I’m not okay

A smile on my face is pointless, I won’t be fine
Rising high is impossible, I have to bow my head
When I pop the lid, it’s an empty cart
Giving a vague smile feels rude to me
Feeling small, feeling less, taking my shit home
I’m scared to be honest, so I say I’m fine on purpose
After holding on this long, cheers, I did well but I’m still scared
Nothing was really for me, so even staring at an empty mirror feels sad
I used to shout till I die, old stories make my mouth tired
Even if the same time has passed, you’re not me
I’m comfortable alone, totally okay, no problems
Even if you say you’re fine, you shake your head

Worry about me, I’m not alright
You’re fine, but I’m not okay
I look carefree, but
I’m stressed about everything
Even if I close my eyes, I’m not okay

Worry about me, I’m not alright
You’re fine, but I’m not okay
I look carefree, but
I’m stressed about everything
Even if I close my eyes, I’m not okay

The star we talked about yesterday
I can’t see it anymore
Is it just a pointless breeze?
It feels wrong somehow
Why you asking? No, I’m not okay
Just a stupid tear, soaked with a long sigh
Worry about me, so my ugly wounds can heal
I don’t have the strength to hold on, I’m back to square one
Said I’m leaving, I’m leaving, I’m leaving

Worry about me, I’m not alright
You’re fine, but I’m not okay
I look carefree, but
I’m stressed about everything
Even if I close my eyes, I’m not okay

Worry about me, I’m not alright
You’re fine, but I’m not okay
I look carefree, but
I’m stressed about everything
Even if I close my eyes, I’m not okay