Decrescendo

I want him to feel it, I keep him prisoner at home
The next months will be ugly and we'll spend them together
Ah, I'm too unhappy without her and I want him to feel it
I want to see him, see him and I'll go as far as having my sweater stained with blood
Until the drool and the sobs
I'll speak like an Italian: With my hands
And I'll finally have no more secrets to tell you
Sculpture with a hammer, painting with a knife
I've never felt so creative
Tomorrow, I'll engrave my mourning on his skin
And my scale will show ten kilos less
Invincible anger, I'm not sorry
The sun is dead

My God, how I miss her
Everything fades away, fading away
My world will stop soon
And it's someone else's fault
Oh my God, what a lack
Everything fades away, fading away
Soon nothing left to lose
I'll take care of someone else

Oh, I want him to feel it
I search for noise like a drug in the silence
My memory plays the worst melodies
I try to eject the disc, oh
But it starts again and my molars spark
I derail and the only one who could help me is her, what irony
Oh yeah, what irony
Okay, if I stayed staring at the needles
Until the end of the night
It wasn't to see if the clock was working
The more I interview myself, the less I know who I am
Just that girl, that's all I ask for
I wouldn't know what to do with the rest of the world
I desired her desperately
And now, I feel so lost

My God, how I miss her
Everything fades away, fading away
My world will stop soon
And it's someone else's fault
Oh my God, what a lack
Everything fades away, fading away
Soon nothing left to lose
I'll take care of someone else
My God, how I miss her
Everything fades away, fading away, oh
My world will stop soon
It's definitely someone else's fault
Oh my God, what a lack
Everything fades away, fading away
I'll soon have nothing left to lose
I'll take care of someone else
Taking care of someone else
Taking care of someone else