Garza Blanca

In the end, even with my eyes closed, I had to see her
I have lost my mind for not stopping thinking about her
I have fire in my heart, I was born to make a mark
And if you take away my hope, bitch, I'll do it without it
I distrust people in general
Sharing weaknesses with someone is giving them a chance to screw you over someday
Do you know why you will fall musically and I won't, bro?
Because mine is pure truth and that never goes out of style
Outbursts of anger, scams, and hits
I will turn the miseries of the past into glory
If you love me more than I do and as much as you say
Why don't you cry like I do when I see my scars?
Even to my mother, I've called her a pig
When I cried uncontrollably and the door was closing
I am real even if I go crazy
As long as I'm alive, this culture is not dead
I keep selling drugs with my head messed up
And music? The only thing I like is making it
I don't like rappers, they're sons of bitches
That's why I always walk alone and I don't care about that environment
I return to the same alley, to listen to the rap that raised me
When I can't stand the pressure anymore
And I get out of bed even if depression eats me up
Because I'm more afraid of dying of hunger than feeling down
I prefer to be drunk than to take pills
And my biggest dream is not to fulfill my nightmares
I introspect and all I see is shit
Thanks for telling me I'm the best, sometimes I believe it
I hate always being right
I lost you because of my messed up head and you lost me because of your bad heart
I don't believe in pure friendship because, mama
No one has ever done anything for me that didn't benefit them
No one knows my secrets or they wouldn't be secrets anymore
No one knows what I feel, or they would stop seeing us
Low self-esteem but head held high
Everything I don't have, if I'm still alive, it's because I don't need it
And you can't compare me to anyone when writing
They think about how to succeed, I think about how to convey
If you cry listening to me and I serve you every day
To move forward, mommy, I've reached where I wanted to be
And now I know, hey
That I'm going to die alone but I don't care because I still have faith
That someone who learned to lose gains nothing
And now mommy, I know
That I'm going to die alone but I don't care because I still have faith
That someone who learned to lose gains nothing
And now mommy, I know
That I'm going to die alone but I don't care because I still have faith
That someone who learned to lose gains nothing
And now mommy, I know