Poesía

Suddenly I don't know what's happening to me.
Suddenly I don't know who I am.
Suddenly I don't recognize anything
of what I once was

And how did she arrive,
how did she trap me,
how did she entangle me in her world?
How did she drag me, enchant me, fill me with light?

-Today I wonder-

How did she sneak into my veins,
relieved all my sorrows
in a matter of seconds?
How did she change my days
and turned my agony into words?

-Today I wonder-

And she fueled my heart
and my spirit turned the world around.
She filled me with pleasure
and no matter how hard I try to answer...

-Today I wonder-

How was it? I can't tell you how it was.
I can't explain what happened
but I fell in love with you.
And how was it? I can't tell you what happened
but I fell in love with you!
Because from the first moment
I knew you were for me.

(EL B)

Beloved lady, amalgam that gives more each time.
Winged fairy, flame that inflames and penetrates more into my heart.
Warm and cold at the same time, exit to my passion, my breath.
Your name for this man, resurrection.
Dawn after dawn the miracle happens,
the most beautiful moment when one day dies and another is born.
Your presence, special essence of my inspiration.
Nothing compares to your nakedness in a line.
You destroy pain, you unblock rancor, don't let your love's scent fade away.
It's faith's humor, I will defend your honor.
I will be your protector, you my sword; wound, my cure.
Every bitter sip, a step in your long path of sweetness.
Pure maiden, creature, my sphinx
where everything converges, being that always emerges virgin,
that doesn't demand and gives itself,
that always arrives new with new desires
to our always new blind date,
that doesn't deny me her joy,
her melancholy, her sadness, her pain,
her anger, her fantasies, her full soul,
her empty safe.
Many fight for your glory day by day, but it's mine!
The indescribable, indispensable, invisible craving.
But every whisper of yours, even if minimal, is readable to me.
It's incredible how in every space of my being you navigate.
What should I do if one day you don't come?
If one day you leave?
In the darkness repeating your name a thousand times,
I love solitude because it's when your magic appears.
Apparently, after each nightfall you will be my shelter.
When can I go with you?

-Today I wonder-

(Silvito)

Grandma introduced us when I was still a child.
My joy, the day you arrived I felt you
going and penetrating like a cold-blooded killer.
Addictive, but I would say I couldn't leave you.
Guide your shadowy hand over my empty soul,
I follow your path, I rumble when you make me smile.
And although many have turned you into merchandise,
humiliating you is not possible nor hating you, my precious.
Tie more your tender scent to the world with its secret,
let governments and laws be governed by your decrees,
may loving you not be a challenge for murderers or atheists.
I believe and see in your depths a less ugly future.
Judging by what I believe and the desire to possess you,
my luck, I long to see you lifeless over death.
People who fail to make you theirs.
I could have you, I can bite you, squeeze you,
use you, give you, and smell you,
see you as the untouchable, my greatest challenge.
The secret, the peak, the goal of a better world.
My blood and wounded life, respect it please.
My concepts and pains, vengeance and love.
Take my mistake, my moments of terror,
my memories and courage.
You are still my lady, my flower,
my redeemer, my dream repairer,
my color, my warmth, my tears of pain,
my rancor, my strength to fight as I continue,
my freedom in everything I think and say,
my witness, my night, my star, my best friend.
How do I do it if I'm not with you?

-Today I wonder-

(...)

And I can't explain how it was,
I just know that since I found you,
I stayed to see you, love you, and have you.
But I prefer to take care of you and make you mine forever
like the apple of my eye.
It recreates me, colors my ideas and I grab them,
it takes away my anger and makes me a better person.
It revives my self-esteem when it doesn't work,
it's the patron of my phrases, my war sword
or my flag of making amends.
The one who dies but is reborn,
the joy of my day
when it's her who keeps me company.
So beautiful and dazzling,
look at us two gone crazy to be her lovers.
My life changes in the moment we met,
we both became transparent.
She guides my steps,
who learns first about my successes and failures.
She was the one who embraced me,
who picked me up when my world shattered into a thousand pieces.
That's why I know she loves me.
Beside me when mom left
and when dad fell ill.
And although many claim her,
I feel no pity they know.
She is my first lady!

(Aldo)

Illuminated, you illuminate my nothingness.
On sheets you walk.
Fine and vulgar, you guide my soul to the top.
You hurt more and more my deepest pains
and you also give me peace and sow flowers behind me.
Many adore you, many ignore you.
Some see you, cry, beg to spend the hours by your side.
Doctor who cures our melancholy,
cold as an injection of passion and fantasy.
The messiah who from my gums wants to detach.
In syllable, so if you see her, greet her,
that one day she could be the one to lift your little heart.
Because she can do everything, nothing will erase her myth.
She is light, the pus of sadness, the cross,
the verse, the kiss, the prayer, my Allah, my Jesus.
If she doesn't enter our lives,
how much darkness will block
that clean smile that today is drawn on her face?
And there is value in the eyes of those who fight for love
and give you their heart,
because even if many don't believe it,
my queen, you are our salvation.
I need you like a girl needs her teddy bear in her bed,
touching you with my mind is a blessed sensation.
In heaven you, on earth you,
in the sea you, on my skin you.
I LOVE YOU little princess and charming lady.
You have enamored me.
The farthest I want to be from you is by your side.
You are the air I breathe, I admire your beauty.
You are born when I get inspired and...

- Today I wonder-

And how did she arrive,
how did she trap me,
how did she entangle me in her world?
How did she drag me, enchant me, fill me with light?

-Today I wonder-

How did she sneak into my veins,
relieved all my sorrows
in a matter of seconds?
How did she change my days
and turned my agony into words?

-Today I wonder-

And she fueled my heart
and my spirit turned the world around.
She filled me with pleasure
and no matter how hard I try to answer...

-Today I wonder-

How was it? I can't tell you how it was.
I can't explain what happened
but I fell in love with you.
And how was it? I can't tell you what happened
but I fell in love with you!
Because from the first moment
I knew you were for me.